Monday, June 29, 2009
Today is yet another MONDAY again!!! its the start of the week... and i can sense alot of monday blues everywhere especially when its the 1st day of sch since the june holidays.. but for me its still sch holidays.. hahaha..
Went to training twice today and its like S**T... not tt i don wanna use strength but i just couldnt.. I was so disappointed... not in anyone but myself... i train so hard for the 10 days and yet i come back lousier... thats not acceptable!!! and today i tried to do the just fall qdl not the whole nan du.. land le also knee super pain... not tt i never land properly... of all times it just had to happen now...
Everyone tells me don give up don give up.. but all i see myself is deproving and pushing and deproving!! and here zhu ren keep chanting dont be demoralise if you dont get to go SEA games.. wah.. its a nightmare!!! sometimes i just wanna hug someone and cry like no tml.. but its just not the right timing...
Also.. I told myself i wanted to go to all the major games at least once before i quit but now its like one qdl also cannot complete.. I din do any today either!!! should i train once or twice??? That i also don know... At times i'm so scared to slp coz past 2 days i screamed without knowing and shocked myself up... serious its the 1st time it has happen.. one of them was becoz i failed to do a qdl. the other i couldnt remember..
Its already past 12midnight which means its tuesday already which also means 5 days to SEA games selections... can i really make it???
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