Monday, June 8, 2009
Woohoo!!! So proud of team Singapore!!! From what i know so far there is 3 gold, 5 silvers and 2 bronze!! cool right??? hahaha!! whats better still best friend got one gold and one silver!!! congrats best friend!!! I really really miss you man.. so lonely.. I also miss my beloved coach... haiz...
Well today i was so tired.. the trials were not so gd.. drop by 20% tts coz of y balancing move.. the other move was still the same as the pre trials.. oh well.. anyway had sort of dinner coz finally got more money. well at least more than 40 cents.
Haiz... so many things on my mind now... i feel so stress.. family stress, financial stress, sch stress, wushu stress and even stress from friends.. maybe tt is y i haven been slping well.. my dad said he don believe in being friends with someone when u are competing with the person. i was like, i believe it is possible. but then i think to myself again. does she think the same way too?? i'm doing everything nice n stuff. not to get close but its becoz i care. but my dad says its superficial..
Then i begin to wonder.... is it going to be possible?? does she really care abt the friendship as much as i do?? when i think of it, i'm kind of scared now... do i not trust her enough or am i trusting someone too much??? when we are competing, i wanna go all out but i still care for her as a sis n i wan her to go all out too.. but i don know if ur bond is really tt strong like we can share everything and anything stuff... as of now i do tell her everything but i don know whether she does the same... it kind of makes me wonder but hope tt it is really and not superficial...
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