Wednesday, July 29, 2009
I feel like my jumps are getting heavier and heavier... m i not working hard enough and slacking my way?? what if i really get to go worlds... my standard is not there to even get a second last placing i think... ok so tts wushu..
What abt my own life?? where m i now??? nowhere.... well, i see everyone moving except me... i wanna be moving but i don know where to go..
When i'm nice to someone, i do it coz i care.. but at times i feel like ppl tend to find means and ways to pay it back.. if not they will stop u from doing nice things from them coz they feel like they owe u so much.. why is it so???
Why cant i be nice coz i wan to?? or am i too nice that i scare ppl away??? so many time i tell myself, you must change and adapt to ppl.. but why cant for once ppl adapt to me???
Maybe its just me...
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