Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Well i'm not going to be nice coz i just drank a bottle of bacadi breezer that din really taste as nice as i thought... so ya... heck care... like who are you to say me man...shut the hell up.. you are all just shit ppl... so what if i'm high.. cannot ah?!?!?!
Well.. i'm grateful to a coach that told the true.. he said that he feels sad for me and another guy coz he work so hard.. and then had to let other ppl go.. not that they don train hard but yea.. anyway this is my blog i can say all kind of nasty things.. but ya.. truth is i thought i shld have a chance.. but what the hell.. how i know this army happy go lucky wanna come then come if not don come guy got to go instead... so how?? like tt lo... SUCK IT UP!!!
Then lucky duilian guys get to go... and some guy asked me... so what does it feel like to go SEA games.. like F*CK YOU!!!! shit man you actually made me say the F word... you must really get on my nerves... poor you... i so pity you... hahaha... but hey!! who is going understand how i feel and pity me man??!? NO ONE!!! like shit all you ppl... EVERYONE!! I trust you all so much... and even at my lowest.. you scold me saying you work hard not to go but for yourself... that is only a politically correct answer... like screw you man!!
I don give a damn if i offended anyone... coz i drank and i'm letting go... all you guy that are going better work damn hard or i'm going to be so disappointed that i might even punch you in the face.. got opportunity don catch properly... i'm so gonna screw you. and if duilian don get anything... then shit you man!!! all talk like don wanna come trg.. you should.. and not ask whether you should train or not... you are given the chance and you take it for granted.. SHIT ALL OF YOU!!!! i don care if you are my friend or not... but yes shit you for not training hard...
For ppl who don want it as badly, you get it without training as hard... ppl like me and little bro, we push ourselves everyday train so hard.. for what shit man??? everyone say nice nice, its for yourselves... but really... do you really think that way??? HELL NO!!! i'm honest and i truly say no!!! I train hard coz i wanna go!!! shit to the ppl of the committee and even the zhu ren... what i always support ppl who are hard working... all bull shit man!!! all also one of a kind.. say already also full of crap... I'm so sad now i can eat a cow....coz when i'm sad i either eat alot alot of i don eat at all...
I'm truly disappointed and sad and i so feel like crying the shit out... but who cares?? no one will pity you or cheer u up... its just you or should i say, its just me... i cant even talk to jie the way i want to anymore.. coz all i get is lectures... i just wanna shut myself up... i tell you the truth i get scolding... i don have a listening ear.. i don have anyone... i haven even told my family tt i'm not selected... i don have any shoulder to cry on.. or just someone to lean on... not even the closest ppl i know...
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