Monday, July 13, 2009
Man do i feel weak!!!! train so much, even one 540 wai bai also cant do.. on top of that i twisted my ankles... YES both... but lucky not that serious... it just made my muscle tense and now it cant relax... then jump so much but then still, even do tao lu squat also cannot... like shit la!!!
Why my legs so weak and lousy???? DAMN IT!!!! i'm so disappointed!!!!! everyone is doing it better and better but me!!! my nandus are getting from bad to worse, its not even gd in the 1st place.... ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!!!! ROARRRR!!!!!!
I do feel bad coz i keep daoing jie but i don have anything to say... i don wanna complain... but sometimes a little consent or a hug would be nice... oh well... you never know what their thinking anyway... ppl got their own target they wanna reach... who gives a damn abt u man.... SHIT!!!! i'm not talking anything bad abt anyone... i just feel maybe i wasnt a gd enough mei or something...
Some stupid lazy fat lousy mei..... ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! SO FRUSTRATING!!!!!! WHY I CANNOT DO IT??????? ARGH!!!!!! WHY???!?!?!?!??!?! SUCK BEING A PERSON AND IN SKILLS!!! MAN DO I SUCK!!!!!! Do abit only wanna puke... WHY?!?!?!? I wanna be stronger, i wanna be faster, i wanna be better!!! but i'm not there yet!!!!! NA DEI???????
What the hell is freaking wrong with me?!?!?!?!
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