Friday, August 7, 2009
Well today was a shock to me... hahhaa.. i thought it was just going to be gym only but NO!!! it was running at the stadium!!! wah seh!!! i don know how long never go stadium liao... hahah!! since sec 2 i think!! well... it was one heck of a run... i ran till my vision was like blurry and i couldnt control the way i breathe plus i keep getting choked!! Hate tt part.. but hey, i survived!! *pat on the shoulder to whoever who did it* =)
On the other hand, I also feel bad coz everyone ran so quickly and my coach or somewhat is my coach look real disappointed... but i cant help it >.< not to mention, I also feel bad for saying stuff tt i should have said be it today or some other day... Should have been more careful...
It is hard to earn someone's trust but easy to break someone's trust... And i hope that the person still trusts me coz i just don wanna go though what happened in yr 2 which was really hell... as u know i don have much friends coz i find it really hard to open up and trust ppl.. and when i do like wise, i don wanna disappoint the other person.. coz i know how it feels when someone breaks tt trust and go a step further and hurt u... it really hurts deep and it hurt so deep for me tt i almost cried everyday... every night... under my blanket to slp...
Oh well.... yea... gotta go...
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