Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Oh man.. one week of no jumping is killing me!!! i kind of feel like my muscles are slowly disappearing and it scares me deeply!!! I don mind no running, but then jumping is impt.. what if i lose the feeling or even worse the strength?!??! i gotta be in my best form during competition... i just gotta!!!
Its my 1st big competition... i don wanna screw up and i have been training hard for 3mths so this cannot be happening to me... everyone thinks that i'm super free with nothing to do not considering tt i'm helping to coach part time plus play for church and sing as well.. ya..
I realised that everyone like always think i'm so free and expects me to do better and put in more effort.. but i'm also human and i get tired too!! so right now.. i like the way it is with me.. just be quiet or go with the flow.. don start ur own topic.. just add on or just listen.. I just like to be on the easy side.. just relax.. no pressure... oh well.. thats good.. i have not been smsing anyone too!! haha.. like just suddenly don feel like socializing and just hide in my shell.. for now..
Oh well, its late.. coz i did some maintainance on my precious guitar.. super dirty man!!! going to change the strings tml and it will look gr8!! =) goodnight peeps!!
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