Saturday, October 3, 2009
In just one week i know 3 shocking news... all are different but yet hurting... You tend to be angry with one side and sad for the other..
And when it comes to very good or very bad things, i know everyone will at least go to someone to talk abt it, so did i... coz at times its really just too tiring and lazy to type.. if there were such things as a mind reader for typing words, tt will be cool but scary coz it means tt you can now read minds but at the same time help ppl who are disabled or vegetables communicate with their love ones...
okok...lets not side track... what i'm trying to say is that now a days, i realised tt i'm not as close to anyone as i was anymore... i mean like i don share everyone with just tt someone who i use to anymore.. probably coz i feel tt they have their fair share of probs and they don have to hear mine as well..
I also realised tt the stories tt i have been hearing are all sad!! Man!! now is the time when i should be building up positive things but the negative things seems to be building faster than ever!! hearing my distant cousin in the wrong relationship, being rebellous and almost making my aunt wanna commit suiside and the dad still blames my aunt for scolding him when he SHOULD be scolded.. not only tt.. how can a sec 2 boy be in love with a poly gal?!?! and still seeks attention and stuff??come on la cousin... wanna choose gf also choose at least got brains one la!!! you wont know if she out to cheat ur money or something... and ah boy.. you are so young and u know what ur parents do are for ur good.. if it is wrong tt they ask u to do then don but if u know its for ur own good then just do it!! you don benefit them.. its for yourself... if i see the gal's face, i'll ask my friends to check her out and make sure she doesnt go near u anymore...
Then next is someone even closer to me and i don know where to feel happy or sad coz i don know what is the situation but i hope its not becoz of 2 timing... coz don ever be with someone you cant see ur future with tt person.. or else both will be hurt.. and the longer you take the more difficult to let go and the more pain you feel.. i just hope its not that someone who did something wrong...
The other is not to be said... don even wanna say it.. i feel disgusted abt it..
Well.. there are so many things i wanna say as well but hey.. for those who reads i think there are at most 2 once in a blue moon.. but i know the one i think of doesnt.. not blaming anyone.. its my thoughts anyway.. but i realise tt this could also be a memory to me..
To end things of with the Quotes of the day, 1st one -absense doesn't make the heart grow fonder unless the mind thinks of it day and night. 2nd one - It doesn't matter how close the person maybe to you, what matters is that you leave no blanks or walls between yourselves.
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