Monday, November 2, 2009
well... it has been an interesting trip to canada.. not bad of a place.. cold weather and strong winds unlike singapore..
I did super badly for my last event which kind of blew my chance of going to Asian games next yr... unlike my other friend who din even get a cert this time, he still has SEA games and he said World championship was just to go have fun so it din really mean much but he will chiong for SEA games... but here i am thinking.. i only have one chance and one chance only and i did super badly for it.. now i really feel like shit..
Imagine, you doing well and feeling bad, and now you doing bad and feeling worse.. you know what is the best thing, its tt no one cares abt you at all!! WOW!!! and when any of ur other teammates din do well, their so supported but me?? DOUBLE WOW!!! I hate it so badly but i still played along..
Even for jie, she dao me nevermind, i still stayed by her.. but when i needed someone, there was no one... yet again.. no one knows how painful it is to walk.. everyone thinks my knee is a no big deal.. and yea, so i act tt it was ok.. for every smile i show or am given, twice as much tears have rolled down my face... y is this so??
When she wasnt feeling well, i bought lozenges for her.. i even laid hands and prayed for her on my knees when my knee hurt like mad.. i plead for her.. i told God how much she meant and i used my authority over her.. but after tt one night, i just stopped praying for her.. coz i was tired and upset.. like why is it always like tt?? am i so so so not friendly or something??
Its 3.13am and i don feel sleepy at all.. well i just hope tml's doc appt wont be anything big... cheers mate...
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